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Slowly falling out from the doubt I've created for myself What have I done..... My friend we have always had different points of view done lingering still in this damage that you have made to stay in I've tried but there's no way to change the hell your living through only time will erase the doubt and pain away I'm always beating the doubt out of you I can't anymore you have to find your way out from your own personal hell as I have so many times

I stare deeply into myself To see beyond what remains inside Taking chances and changing Everything is a good start The past doesn't drag me down anymore Of late just thinking of everything and taking Everyday has it comes And starting to change some my actions for better ones

Down below I hear No sound From which I make sound All is stained in these memories That reaches from beneath this shell I have created to keep everyone On the other side Always on the move From place to place All changes but this stays The same has if frozen In time To just pick up where I left off With no clue to what to do next I search for a reaction out of nothing To just hear that voice I know I should stay away So the best thing is to keep myself busy So I can stay away from wondering those thoughts of you That unfreeze my heart when I look at you But I can't stay away from what gave me hope

This place is so clam I get to hide here from the outside world It's great to stay here for a while But every time I stay here I change a little bit every time Sometimes the change is good or bad I feel things that aren't there Life keeps on going when you disconnect

Sitting here watching all of your reactions. Speaking to get more out of you. Saw your eye color for the first time as the sun illuminated them. My breath became still as my eyes stared deeply into yours. Giving into this silence. To the time slipping through our fingers. To know more about each other. Reaching deeper into each others hearts to find what makes us want to know a little bit more.... Never lost interest in who you are. Cared about you beacuse you were you. You gave me the reason to fight on. To reach out from the fear that was holding me inside years back. This Memory has a life of it's own crawling out of my self–cons

I've dragged myself down here again I feel the change taking the scars away from my heart With some relief from the lost I felt Before I spoke the only words again that cut in deep It isn't so foolish to seek this dream anymore To dream of better place and time That takes away from the shadows I've cast in myself played the repeat button in my mind again and again To move beyond this secluded state of time Reaching to take these moments lost back From the depression that took a year all hope and direction from me I ain't giving up anymore I'm more a wake than I've been before Fighting against that which I won't let drown me

drag me out of this cage feed me up with all your doubts keep me close to your sinking broken heart throw reasoning all out lets build the perfect lie take my hands to cry into take me in when there's no place to hide I'll take half of your pain to feel what you feel deep inside this aggression just builds up everyday just want to scream until I've let go of every word I've kept until we see each other for what we are... you ease the animal in me trying to claw out from this past year of disarray

This needle is slowing sewing up my heart from all the damage I've put it through staring at you as you stare back at all that sinks into my heart got to let it go but don't want to I'm trying to stay far away but these memories are building up into something I haven't forgotten into something I have held too close in me You made me want to try again to build my dreams into reality rather than letting my nightmares drag me farther down where I was before You made me want to fight for the things that makes living worth it! Your hazel eyes pull me in deeply into what I've felt many years ago You gave me strength when I was weak You made me